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Hello Beautiful People, how are you folks, i am doing good, (though wanted to say all good) hope you had an awesome EID.. My niece Halum , is going to 5 months old tomorrow. She is flourishing and growing into a very healthy baby. So today is Monday, and yesterday was Sunday..(rolled eyes, yes obviously), so I had two companion with me, and loved their presence in my life. I have further more worries, but sincerely I chose their presence to satiate me, to make me calm and feel unknowingly weird but in a very positive manner, it also can be because of my PMS, thats why i felt good. Ginger and Misti, my beautiful kittens..extremely playful and love to be brushed. I can't say , that i finally am happy, but surely i can depict that, i am felling less stressed, though they do lot of stressful stuff. My parents did not approve of this. They don't even talk properly to me..still i let it go. And i am excited for October..not as excited..because excitement ruin my feelings and expecta...

Hello Everybody, my name is Kesar, welcome aboard to KESARIYA, my month old Halum is doing great, and paying more attention to her father rather than her mother, growing as always like a healthy cuddly baby.I am dying to meet her again, things have lot changed:) .. Things have changed here also, day by day, I am more terrified to come in my workplace, rather I say to my work. Monday is always being a very uncharismatic day for me, i guess it is same for everyone, but seriously folks, these couple of year, the Monday or start of the week days is more constricting, I feel. I feel unhappy, I try to include good vibes, thinking of a pet pup, but I am scared as well for that, I am very scared, because they will cry for their mum, they will poop here and their  and i don't how to tackle them, and they are just babies. I don't know, I am scared, I am afraid of responsibilities, I am afraid of work, I am just an overly lazy person, who just only like to eat sleep and repeat. ...

After a heart warming beautiful 9 months journey, you made it one month already with the Family .. An over protective father, a fussy and beautiful mother...you completed the so called 2 love birds in parents. A responsible, affectionate bond which your family shared with you in this month , will be more than infinity in this countless days.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NIECE TO OUR DAUGHTER IN THE FAMILY.. YOU ARE ALREADY ONE MONTH OLD. DO YOU MISS ME..I MISS YOU A LOT. To Halum, How is it going, you have grown up so much..i still don't get enough time to call you..I am sorry..You have a squishy cuddly bear..I miss you..Please do let me squish you and cuddle you..I am dying to do that..Don't be a mama-kid like your father, be nice like me..be adorable like me..:P Your father used to be  very choosy about cuddling and all, heard from your Thammi(granny). But your Aunt was always a good kid, a nice one who loves a good adorable hugs and kisses..Be like that..Because when I am go...

To my dearest Halum 19 02 2018.., You are the sweetest person that came to my life, you are my pride. My niece, rather I say i found you as  my closest, I dont know , how am i able to express this bond. I don't like to use the word a Friend , because for me it is more like an obtuse transaction, like credit and debit. What we have, that is beyond of everything in this mere world. The day when I saw you, all tiny fingers and toes, they are so overwhelming. I don't know whether you will be reading these words or not, but i heartily thankful to your parents. Weirdly I found you as a stranger, whom I can open up, fearlessly. Though i have confessed many things to you, but rather opted to listen silently or may i say sneeringly. I always expects a lot, and i do get flimsy in return. I do want to expect from you too..like eagerly expectation to understand me not as a aunt but as a woman. Your Parents are so proud my dear Halum, not only your parents but also grand parents. ...

Hello my beautiful people welcome to KESARIYA, hi i am kesar, how's you doing guys..:D.. God has planned and marked many things, still I crave more, what which and when, questions are asked, answers, do i really have them to charge. Meanwhile, i am still craving more, of what i don't know, After a long vacation, I insisted myself to write, what i don't know, am i depressed, oh hell yess, I feel very content when i write, when i consume my feelings and knot them with words. It makes me Chantilly HAPPY an uncanny happiness, I presume. Life is not going smooth, the curve is literally bent so low, that i find it comparable to the state of dignity and self respect after once get molested or harassed. They say, cheer up, have faith, everything will be fine. Yes i know somehow, it will be fine, i will be happy and CONTENT. (touchwood) every now and then i do get cheered up, by looking at sunset coral red lipstick. the workout is going really well, or should i say...

The day had arrived, Which meant for goodbyes and going on, Where one need to return, To the infinite homeless house, Through the dawn of impolite sun And those dreamy Street lights May the time bring me back Countless nostalgia And the deep down memories Which once I lived and moved on. Here I believe The remorseful day will come soon With new hopes and embellishments, Curdling the old pages Of my life book Leaving behind, The trail of their existence The day will come same, With love and fathom, Fruitful and longing And bind new pages Of new chapters. ~Sneha