HALUM
To my dearest Halum 19 02 2018..,
You are the sweetest person that came to my life, you are my pride. My niece, rather I say i found you as my closest, I dont know , how am i able to express this bond. I don't like to use the word a Friend , because for me it is more like an obtuse transaction, like credit and debit.
What we have, that is beyond of everything in this mere world. The day when I saw you, all tiny fingers and toes, they are so overwhelming. I don't know whether you will be reading these words or not, but i heartily thankful to your parents.
Weirdly I found you as a stranger, whom I can open up, fearlessly. Though i have confessed many things to you, but rather opted to listen silently or may i say sneeringly.
I always expects a lot, and i do get flimsy in return. I do want to expect from you too..like eagerly expectation to understand me not as a aunt but as a woman. Your Parents are so proud my dear Halum, not only your parents but also grand parents.
I didn't shed tears at the time good byes..i Don't like that, rather i absorb the pain and felt more remorse when I am alone, that way i can enjoy my tears, irony isn't it.
Dear Halum, I am sorry i Couldn't call you every day, I know i shouldn't give you excuses, because one should take out their time for their priorities. I am sorry.
Your Aunt is a messy woman..She doesn't even care to brush her every day..eiii..i said messy not dirty..:D
but trust me love, i do really care a lot, i do ..i do..i do commitment..i do love..
I will be not typical here that we should share everything from your grown up to your first shool day, first achievement to first embarrassment and etc...if I can amend to you..if I am liable to you..We can both share to each other..
Be trustworthy, otherwise you will be getting a heck of a smack on your butt..Be a Good Girl..nahhh..be what ever you want my child..
you are my heart warming...you have to do a hell lot dear..you have to grow up and see a lots of thing..I can only pray and wish the best ..what ever you see hear and feel...If there is something worst you see.. Remember , even in the worst days have 24 hours only..
I LOVE YOU MY CHILD..though you are not mine literally, but i want to be with you ..so i said mine...
Your Aunt should I say your loving father's sister..
19 02 2018..
You are the sweetest person that came to my life, you are my pride. My niece, rather I say i found you as my closest, I dont know , how am i able to express this bond. I don't like to use the word a Friend , because for me it is more like an obtuse transaction, like credit and debit.
What we have, that is beyond of everything in this mere world. The day when I saw you, all tiny fingers and toes, they are so overwhelming. I don't know whether you will be reading these words or not, but i heartily thankful to your parents.
Weirdly I found you as a stranger, whom I can open up, fearlessly. Though i have confessed many things to you, but rather opted to listen silently or may i say sneeringly.
I always expects a lot, and i do get flimsy in return. I do want to expect from you too..like eagerly expectation to understand me not as a aunt but as a woman. Your Parents are so proud my dear Halum, not only your parents but also grand parents.
I didn't shed tears at the time good byes..i Don't like that, rather i absorb the pain and felt more remorse when I am alone, that way i can enjoy my tears, irony isn't it.
Dear Halum, I am sorry i Couldn't call you every day, I know i shouldn't give you excuses, because one should take out their time for their priorities. I am sorry.
Your Aunt is a messy woman..She doesn't even care to brush her every day..eiii..i said messy not dirty..:D
but trust me love, i do really care a lot, i do ..i do..i do commitment..i do love..
I will be not typical here that we should share everything from your grown up to your first shool day, first achievement to first embarrassment and etc...if I can amend to you..if I am liable to you..We can both share to each other..
Be trustworthy, otherwise you will be getting a heck of a smack on your butt..Be a Good Girl..nahhh..be what ever you want my child..
you are my heart warming...you have to do a hell lot dear..you have to grow up and see a lots of thing..I can only pray and wish the best ..what ever you see hear and feel...If there is something worst you see.. Remember , even in the worst days have 24 hours only..
I LOVE YOU MY CHILD..though you are not mine literally, but i want to be with you ..so i said mine...
Your Aunt should I say your loving father's sister..
19 02 2018..
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