Obsession
Hello, , I am KESAR from KESARIYA, my blog is related to mostly high-end topics(oh pleaseeee......don't act like that you are somewhat a great preacher)ahem !!nana ....let me complete first...high ends which are totally relatable to me(ok..that's better)...So my writings are incapable of good English grammar & also good English terminologies, Kindly pardon & if you still would like to read then please welcome .....(do read at your own risk, she is a total nutcase)..oiiii..shutuppp!!..Please ignore this tantrum from my Guardian Angel, she is very old, cranky & rusty👵...(RUSTY!!!!What the..continue writing we will sort it, later..& lady, u are soo grounded..) WHAT..grounded...😠...ok -ok...let's start with the writing, shall we...👱
Obsession, a fanatic lust, want it so badly kind of thing..what it is then for me.I have obsessions, many(could you explain dear..)ya..sort of obsessions which are like, whenever I see them, it just like I want to snatch them, my heart start to beat fast, like a car race. I started to feel all gawky & silent, just like pouncing on my prey. Now about my obsession list(Tadd Daraa)💞, which is a bit of girly & as well as vulgar kind of unorthodox for a girl or lady👯 ...but this is what I am & I am bit scared though to showcase them, because I know this type of things are like insecurities which you want to prevail unto yourself only.
I have obsessions on the shapes of Key, Spoon, Eiffel Tower, Butterfly, Leaves, 😸CATS, Makeup stuff. The weirdest of all is, them, the dark, brown or amber color bulky figures(live or dead)human or beast, I really them, it's like a fathom, an aura of strength, protection, secureness to me, (well dead in the sense , like morally dead , not functionally , don't want to deal with zombies:P).
I used to collect spoons, tried actually, of different shapes & size. Keys, really love keys, have you saw those antique vintage looking keys, those are worth for drooling.i even want to wear them as earrings, same with Eiffel tower, Butterfly and Leaf, this shapes & their color are so amazing & beautiful, I am just like take all my money , my heart, just give it to mee..It's been really weird for me these days because I am not a high paid professional, still want to spend lavishly like it is the last day of my life.
I love cats, I f!@#ing love cats..they are adorable, they are pretty, they are everything beautiful, I don't know, how do I explain you , this is big for me, a cat, an animal, the beast, isn't it overwhelming, it just like show me your paws, I will paint them, I will love you , I will cuddle you , you are the poisoned obsessions that will kill me...Yes even while writing these here, my adrenaline is rushing, like I will just bite you & make you bleed, ..FUCK(you said it loud dear, you shouldn't be saying that😨)...Why not , it just a fucking word , & I am an adult & those who will be reading these are also adult then why not tell me , tell mee..(uh ho..she is over obsessed, calm down take a deep breath sweetheart & settle down , as you know this is a bad word ,& it is not to be said by a lady😔😣)..I will do it say it feel it, sleep it, eat it, according to my own rules RUSTY...whatever though, CATS are the primary pick that makes me fall to my knees , they are so cuddly, it just like, I want to cuddle them int heir cosy fur & warmth in the coldest winter night. It makes me happy, it makes full it makes me complete, it makes me secure. But strangely I don't own a cat because I am neither a high maintenance nor I can afford a cat security ..(it's not about money, though). I just don't want to, attachment not only makes me weak, also makes me sad....This is one thing that I don't want to own, but you are so welcome & want to gift me a yellow or black or dark color tabby cat with furry tail , & curly ear, & if you want to see & hear all the weird faces & sound that i make, around the cat (even the cat will think , this cat lady is genetically & hormonally mutated)
like...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww gullllllu babyyyy ...moni moni soni moni..kutttu pussss..i lobh u choo much(hahah..real mature😈)
My obsessions are more arbitrary, weirder, I don't know , whenever I see, cats, men or women who are rocking that gorgeous color in their skin, I started to gawk them, like these are the price possessions, dancing in front of my eyes...my mind is like.."Grab them, kill them, bite them adore them, love them they are yours.."(What Bite, kill, what is these, you want to kill human, oh my ..what are you upto....you are acting like the maniac from silence of the lambs)..no just saying..I didn't meant literary... it just like a metaphor to me..so calm down please...Wel, after coming to Pune, I find it, that my obsessions are more throbbing in my head, it is although co-related with my lonesome. The more I want to stay introvert my obsession will amplify in its own accord.
Nothing bad to say, though, this is kind of key pieces of my life puzzles, which I arrange, &then place it in own place...it takes the time to salvage the lost, it takes ample amount of effort to control over them, I like them, or may I say I fall for them...YES, I AMFUCKING OBSESSED😎...
This is the end, I think you have either read it & said, it is lame, but this is, a small piece offering to my blog, a writing, which yes I am finally being obsessed with....Till then love you all & please ignore grammatical errors & the minute bland language that i have used...& do feel free to love my philosophy.
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With all ReSpEcT & LoVe ,
KESARIYA
Obsession, a fanatic lust, want it so badly kind of thing..what it is then for me.I have obsessions, many(could you explain dear..)ya..sort of obsessions which are like, whenever I see them, it just like I want to snatch them, my heart start to beat fast, like a car race. I started to feel all gawky & silent, just like pouncing on my prey. Now about my obsession list(Tadd Daraa)💞, which is a bit of girly & as well as vulgar kind of unorthodox for a girl or lady👯 ...but this is what I am & I am bit scared though to showcase them, because I know this type of things are like insecurities which you want to prevail unto yourself only.
I have obsessions on the shapes of Key, Spoon, Eiffel Tower, Butterfly, Leaves, 😸CATS, Makeup stuff. The weirdest of all is, them, the dark, brown or amber color bulky figures(live or dead)human or beast, I really them, it's like a fathom, an aura of strength, protection, secureness to me, (well dead in the sense , like morally dead , not functionally , don't want to deal with zombies:P).
I used to collect spoons, tried actually, of different shapes & size. Keys, really love keys, have you saw those antique vintage looking keys, those are worth for drooling.i even want to wear them as earrings, same with Eiffel tower, Butterfly and Leaf, this shapes & their color are so amazing & beautiful, I am just like take all my money , my heart, just give it to mee..It's been really weird for me these days because I am not a high paid professional, still want to spend lavishly like it is the last day of my life.
I love cats, I f!@#ing love cats..they are adorable, they are pretty, they are everything beautiful, I don't know, how do I explain you , this is big for me, a cat, an animal, the beast, isn't it overwhelming, it just like show me your paws, I will paint them, I will love you , I will cuddle you , you are the poisoned obsessions that will kill me...Yes even while writing these here, my adrenaline is rushing, like I will just bite you & make you bleed, ..
like...awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww gullllllu babyyyy ...moni moni soni moni..kutttu pussss..i lobh u choo much(hahah..real mature😈)
My obsessions are more arbitrary, weirder, I don't know , whenever I see, cats, men or women who are rocking that gorgeous color in their skin, I started to gawk them, like these are the price possessions, dancing in front of my eyes...my mind is like.."Grab them, kill them, bite them adore them, love them they are yours.."(What Bite, kill, what is these, you want to kill human, oh my ..what are you upto....you are acting like the maniac from silence of the lambs)..no just saying..I didn't meant literary... it just like a metaphor to me..so calm down please...Wel, after coming to Pune, I find it, that my obsessions are more throbbing in my head, it is although co-related with my lonesome. The more I want to stay introvert my obsession will amplify in its own accord.
Nothing bad to say, though, this is kind of key pieces of my life puzzles, which I arrange, &then place it in own place...it takes the time to salvage the lost, it takes ample amount of effort to control over them, I like them, or may I say I fall for them...YES, I AM
This is the end, I think you have either read it & said, it is lame, but this is, a small piece offering to my blog, a writing, which yes I am finally being obsessed with....Till then love you all & please ignore grammatical errors & the minute bland language that i have used...& do feel free to love my philosophy.
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With all ReSpEcT & LoVe ,
KESARIYA
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