I am Afraid

Hello Everybody, my name is Kesar, welcome aboard to KESARIYA, my month old Halum is doing great, and paying more attention to her father rather than her mother, growing as always like a healthy cuddly baby.I am dying to meet her again, things have lot changed:) ..

Things have changed here also, day by day, I am more terrified to come in my workplace, rather I say to my work. Monday is always being a very uncharismatic day for me, i guess it is same for everyone, but seriously folks, these couple of year, the Monday or start of the week days is more constricting, I feel.

I feel unhappy, I try to include good vibes, thinking of a pet pup, but I am scared as well for that, I am very scared, because they will cry for their mum, they will poop here and their
 and i don't how to tackle them, and they are just babies.

I don't know, I am scared, I am afraid of responsibilities, I am afraid of work, I am just an overly lazy person, who just only like to eat sleep and repeat.

I don't like to be a burden though, just want to stay,..well you will all say, this is normal, you just have to accept it..and etc..Ladies and gentle men, I love fiction, and thats why i introduced Kesariya, mostly i am associate with fiction and my bubble. I am more happy in my bubble, in my unlegitimate blog, where i can write anything I want.

So where are we, Yes, I am a lazy person, who just don't love to work, but want to earn money, and eat lots of tasty food, still never put on weight, and be beautiful and happy, and can do anything, ride on a dragon, pet a husky puppy without any formalities, can do anything, can eat anything, can cure anything.


YES wish I could CURE my insecurities, a girl can only wish i guess..


I am afraid.
Can i heal myself sooner.

I am sick maybe.
sick of this laziness..

I complain a lot i think.. Its like the nestlings, who always want food , whenever they see their mom, and even when they are grown up enough to start their fleet, then don't want to, instead their mother have to kick them for a kick start flying lesson..:) :D😂😄`


Do i need a kick start..or definitely a kick, see even i am scared of that..:D


Do i need a pup!



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