a motion on my trail

Hello my beautiful people welcome to KESARIYA, hi i am kesar, how's you doing guys..:D..

God has planned and marked many things,
still I crave more,
what which and when, questions are asked,
answers, do i really have them to charge.

Meanwhile, i am still craving more,
of what i don't know,

After a long vacation, I insisted myself to write, what i don't know, am i depressed, oh hell yess, I feel very content when i write, when i consume my feelings and knot them with words. It makes me Chantilly HAPPY an uncanny happiness, I presume.

Life is not going smooth, the curve is literally bent so low, that i find it comparable to the state of dignity and self respect after once get molested or harassed.

They say, cheer up, have faith, everything will be fine. Yes i know somehow, it will be fine, i will be happy and CONTENT. (touchwood)

every now and then i do get cheered up, by looking at sunset coral red lipstick.
the workout is going really well, or should i say well, as i am not paying attention to my diet, that much.

So, lots of thing happened ...yup writing the 2nd stage or should i say, completing the incomplete blog after a long time.

Things getting changed, only this morning i am summarizing that life is not static, it is dynamic, it rolls , accordingly..


Waiting for many things to come..waiting to welcome a new and a permanent thing..or being.

yes , i am happy for that part..only.. i am again a depressed morose soul, who heavy halfheartedly sigh all the time.



Can i be happy, i don't even know, what does happy means, what does happy sounds. As for me, when i have a good food, i am happy, when i see new makeup brush , i am happy, when i see pappitos i am happy, when i fondle those fur ball BOBO and KARA, I am happy.

What does happy means, come again, is it overall happiness, or a glimpse of relish..


I want to be happy, overall, Running behind the shadow for happiness, while the crowd is standing their only for you, waiting for you,  to come and join and relish..



Welcome Halum.

ESO tumi..
HRIDOY tomai jurai..

NISUTI amr hiyar majhe
TOTPO agniban hoi furo..

ALOKITO KORO..
ESO tumi.



Thank you all for reading this..as in the end, i have written something in my mother tongue(Bengali) to welcome someone i my life..




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